I'm having a terrible time coping about a guy I was w/ for a year & half. When we were together he told me he

wanted to commit suicide. It was an ongoing issue so I recommended he talk to a professional but he wanted to talk to only me. I tried my hardest to help him.Come to find out he kept a secret that he had a child he never met w/a one night stand before we met.I helped him come to terms with it & when he finally met the child he ended our relationship to pursue one with the mother of his child. I found all this out when I was in the hospital this past summer.I was pretty ill & the response I got was never to call him again.There after he manipulated me into thinking I aided him into going back to the mother because I told him he should be a part of his child's life. They r not together anymore.This guy told professed is love for me always, I met his family. So I'm havin an awful time dealing w/ how he treated me after I helped him with his serious threats of suic. I said hurtful thing to him, now he does not speak to me. He shows no remorse for what he put me thru. Now Im seekin pro help